So tonight I told my husband that I can’t live like this anymore and that we need to sort something out…
This has taken me years to build up this courage as my anxiety has always got the better of me. My anxiety now though is through the roof. I am waiting for the storm to come as I know it will. He won’t leave so it will be tough living in the same house whilst we go through this. My daughter is here too and I know it will affect her. Although she has been telling me for years to leave him as he’s abusive mentally. There are so many things he has said and done over the years. I’ve been speaking to my counsellor for a year and I think this has made me realise… realise that I’ve been in this relationship as I put up and shut up. Looking back it stems from my mother leaving us from a young age.